“Leaving Cumbola”

Connor aimed his Boy Scout flashlight at the path ahead, its fading yellow beam blurred by the storm.
Raindrops the size of half dollars smacked against the broad-leafed maples and oaks, their branches
whipped by the wind. The fleece-lined Indian moccasins that he’d sent away for from an ad on the back
of a comic book were squishy wet, his Rawhide Kid pajamas soaked.

But he cinched his knapsack tight and pressed forward along the trail he’d climbed much of his
eleven years, moving steadily uphill toward the plateau and the coal mine where his father once
worked. He could have hiked the mine road that wound gently up the slopes. But the mountain trail
seemed shorter and he hurried to get away, from what and toward what he wasn’t sure.

The leaf-covered ground proved slick as pond ice and he slipped and fell, landing hard on his
side, the breath forced from his lungs but surprisingly, with no pain. Connor scrambled up. A dim light
outside the mine watchmen’s shed shone through the trees and he stumbled toward it, his arms
protecting his face from the thrashing branches. The mine had closed down just before Easter, but the
company still kept old man Hawkins on, to watch over things until they could remove the equipment
and seal things shut.

“The end of an era,” his mother had muttered when they got the news.

“Why?” Connor asked.

“Just is. Good riddance.”

“But we’ve always . . . ”

“Yeah, and look where it got us.”

Reaching the edge of the woods he stepped into the clearing. The strippins pond lay before him,
its black water textured by the rain and wind. It would take years, but Connor knew that some day he
could fish that pond, like all the other mining pits that had filled. Fishing them was great sport, unless
you fell in and couldn’t climb out. It happened to his friend and first crush Lily, the year before at
another pond. The company put up a fence, but it didn’t last. Everything about coal seemed dangerous.
In the blackness, he steered clear of the pond’s edge and moved silently across the yard. Puffs of
smoke floated up from the shed’s stovepipe. He heard laugher from a TV comedy, probably Jackie
Gleason and The Honeymooners, the noise filtering through the shed’s tin walls. The aroma of Hawkins’
greasy supper still fouled the air.

He crept toward the entry to Shaft A, his body shuddering from the cold. Once inside and out of
the rain and wind, he crouched and sat on a rail that already sported rust. The stench of coal dust,
creosote, and human sweat still filled the tunnel, as if the day shift had just ended with the night crew
on its way.

After a few minutes Connor stopped shivering. He played his flashlight’s beam against the
opposite wall. It caught the glint of small bits of anthracite that peppered the tunnel. As he watched, the
pieces of coal seemed to turn into marbles – puries, cat’s eyes, swirlies, red devils, all his favorites that
he played with at school, all there for the taking. He slipped off his knapsack and untied one of its
pockets. But when he looked, the marbles had become coal once again. He shook his head and
wondered if he’d wished them into existence, wondered if some left-over gas in the mine shaft had
caused him to dream, to get a bit crazy like his Pop sometimes got.

He looked toward the entrance. The wind had died, and the rain had turned into spring snow.
Everything got quiet as the soft fluff covered the ground. He stood and pushed deeper into the mine,
trying not to stumble over the cross ties. Ahead a soft light glowed in the passage. Connor sucked in a
deep breath, felt dizzy and slumped against the wall. But slowly his mind cleared, and he continued to
move toward the glow that seemed to come from a side gallery.

He turned toward the light and into a large, softly-lit cavern with a low ceiling, his mouth open,
breathing hard. In the middle of the room stood the miners, gray-faced, dust covered, unmoving, frozen
in place and time, as if Connor had interrupted a conversation in mid-sentence. He recognized Angus, his
Pop’s shift-boss; Jones, the guy that came to the house one time, got drunk on the front porch and
puked all over his mother’s potted geraniums; Leroy, who always messed up Connor’s hair when Con
brought his father’s lunch; the constantly-grinning Smiley who had no front teeth; and Rich, who had
only worked one summer before getting trapped in a cave-in that closed down Shaft B.

As Connor watched, the figures slowly unfroze and the gallery filled with boisterous
conversations – about the God-damned prices at the company store; about the girl Rich just met in the
village and had already made it to second base; about others that Connor didn’t know who had died of
the black lung or simply never showed up for work and passed out of their lives; about the pending
strike and what they would do to anyone trying to cross union picket lines. Color had returned to their
faces, all except Rich’s. Their hands grasped mason jars filled with boilo, their belts loosened, lunch pails
and helmets stacked against the wall.

“Hey, everybody, Connor’s here,” Jones hollered, and the crowd lifted their jars.

“To Connor, may he never again set foot in a God-damned mine.” Their voices rang out in a
seemingly practiced chorus.

Leroy stepped forward and tousled Connor’s hair. “About time you got here, kid. We were just
about to start.”

The crowd of jostling men parted. Two caskets with their top lids open rested on sawhorses
against a far wall. The men gathered around. One of the coffins looked small. Edging forward Connor
stared down at his first sweetheart, Lily, dressed in her Sunday best, her lips painted a pale pink, eyes
closed as if asleep.

“Yeah, she woulda been a real dreamboat,” someone murmured. “But at least you got one good
kiss. That’s better’n some.”

Connor’s eyes leaked tears. “We was just fishin’, just havin’ fun. She fell in when I wasn’t lookin’.
Turned around and she’d gone . . . couldn’t save her . . . lost her in the black water.”

“Should be a crime to leave them mine pits open like that,” Angus muttered.

Connor reached forward and touched Lily’s lips, willing her to speak but knowing she never
would. The pain in his chest grew when he glanced sideways and into the other casket. His father lay
stern-faced, wearing his dark suit and flashy red tie, his face showing the damage from every scrape and
rock fall, every cave-in that he’d experienced, even the scar on his forehead where a long-gone miner
had hit him with a shovel.

“We’re sorry about your Pop,” Angus said, followed by a murmur of assent from the crowd.
“None of us should die from black lung. But some of us will.” He raised his jar of boilo. “To Joseph and
Lily. May they rise above this darkness and forever breathe heaven’s fresh air.”

Connor bowed his head and studied his feet, tears dripping onto the gallery’s rocky floor.
Rich approached. “It’s okay, Con. You’ll beat us all. You’re smart, you’ll get the hell out, fall in
love, do something with your mind and keep your body safe.”

He gave Connor a good shake and turned to rejoin the other miners who made headway in
downing the remains of their homemade brew. Connor turned and moved toward the main passage.

But the noise of their conversation died. He glanced back. The miners had frozen again in place, gray-
faced, coated in dust.

Someone grabbed him by the shoulders and shook. “Wake up, Con. It’s time to go.”

He opened his eyes to darkness, in his room, lying in bed under heavy woolen blankets. His
mother bent over him and ran a hand along his cheek. “Come eat your breakfast before it gets cold.”

He pushed himself up and stumbled into the kitchen. A row of suitcases lined one wall near the
door. A bowl of oatmeal and a glass of milk awaited him. His mother sat at the table and sipped her
coffee.

“We’ve got an hour until Uncle Frank shows. You be nice to them. Ya know, they didn’t have ta
take us in. You’ll like Philly.”

“But Mama, I got friends at school here and ya can’t fish and hike around and do stuff in
Philadelphia.”

“Yeah, it’ll be a big change for both of us.”

“I don’ wanna change.”

“Sometimes we don’ get a choice. Jus’ don’ let nobody call you a coal cracker. Besides, those
fools would freeze in winter if it wasn’t for King Coal. Now go put on your slippers – you’ll catch your
death in bare feet.”

“Yes, Mama.”

Connor returned to his room and pulled on his Indian moccasins, still squishy wet from the
storm.

 

Terry Sanvillelives in San Luis Obispo, California with his artist-poet wife (his in-house editor) and two plump cats (his in-house critics). He writes full time, producing stories, essays, and novels. His work has been accepted more than 500 times by journals, magazines, and anthologies, including The American Writers Review, The Bryant Literary Review, and Shenandoah. Terry is also a retired urban planner and an accomplished jazz and blues guitarist.